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Contrasts

I was at a party last night, and a dude was hitting on me pretty heavily, in a blatant, very non-charming way. The last guy I dated once made out with his friend, because they met a homophobe. This dude is scared of showering with gay guys!

Sigh! I miss him so much these days.. 

It’s time to watch Titanic (Taken with instagram)

It’s time to watch Titanic (Taken with instagram)

Wednesday playlist (Let’s get happy):
Doing the Unstuck - The Cure
Fake Palindromes - Andrew Bird
Death to Los Campesinos! - Los Campesinos!
Animal - Neon Trees
The Fear - Ben Howard
In The Aeroplane over the Sea - Neutral Milk Hotel
There is a Light that never goes out - The Smiths
Mr. Fox in the Fields - Alexandre Desplat
Junk of the Heart (Happy) - The Kooks
I’m not gonna teach your Boyfriend how to dance with you - Black Kids
No Excuses - Aunt Martha

Wednesday playlist (Let’s get happy):

  • Doing the Unstuck - The Cure
  • Fake Palindromes - Andrew Bird
  • Death to Los Campesinos! - Los Campesinos!
  • Animal - Neon Trees
  • The Fear - Ben Howard
  • In The Aeroplane over the Sea - Neutral Milk Hotel
  • There is a Light that never goes out - The Smiths
  • Mr. Fox in the Fields - Alexandre Desplat
  • Junk of the Heart (Happy) - The Kooks
  • I’m not gonna teach your Boyfriend how to dance with you - Black Kids
  • No Excuses - Aunt Martha

Cappuccino at my favorite café (Taken with instagram)

Cappuccino at my favorite café (Taken with instagram)

Free ice cream + sunshine = a great Sunday  (Taken with instagram)

Free ice cream + sunshine = a great Sunday (Taken with instagram)

tinyconversations:

Wore it Deep- The Tree Ring

The Tree Ring held a private show in someone’s attic. The cover charge was a single household lamp.

Source: tinyconversations

My Oscar night (Taken with instagram)

My Oscar night (Taken with instagram)

Watching Game of Thrones on the new common room flat screen (Taken with instagram)

Watching Game of Thrones on the new common room flat screen (Taken with instagram)

Sometimes it feels like I’m living in a cheesy romcom, except I haven’t gotten to the end where I find the man of my dreams (and he may or may not have been under my nose the entire time). 

But seriously: When I started uni last year I had a crush on a guy in my class, let’s call him Will, because they’re always called Will, aren’t they? We had some cute moments, but nothing ever happened. One night at a party he made out with a girl in our class. She is the ‘popular girl’, who everybody secretly hates. Nothing ever came of them, and I kept hearing rumors about Will ‘skanking’ with random girls - which I found hard to believe, because he’s kind of awkward. Well, now he’s sneaking around with a girl from my study group - the girl who is the closest thing I have to a best friend around here. The thing is that about a month before Will and my friend started hooking up, another guy from our class told me, that Will can’t stand her. I wondered for a long time what to make of that, and if this was really a rom com I’d probably tell her and there would be fighting and tears and sad music. I’m sure it was just a misunderstanding and fortunately for everyone I am completely over him. If they really do like each other, I’m very happy for them. 

Now all I need is a make-over and a montage of my getting my life together and the one can show up, hopefully in the form of the Matthew Gray Gubler clone I spotted at the university library. I will also accept the real Matthew.

Side-note: Is it just me or are there way too few university-bases romcoms? Please, let me relate to someone other than high schoolers and workaholic singletons. 

A rare creative moment for me, while studying. They called a benign hegemon a unicorn, so… (Taken with instagram)

A rare creative moment for me, while studying. They called a benign hegemon a unicorn, so… (Taken with instagram)

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These are the life experiences of a terribly introverted, and socially awkward girl. If you're anything like me, you might relate.
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